one more january day
i have this weird feeling that ive been here before.
strange dreams filled with people i thought id forgotten already.
if i stare out into the pacific long enough, one of these days im sure ill see california...
i may as well have been sleep-walking through half of january.
twice i wanted to slowly walk out the lab, down the four flights of stairs, calmly switch my shoes for my sneaks, leave the building and then just run until i was nowhere. but too many people would notice the fleeing foreigner and too soon id be back on the hill again.
occassionally ill wake up momentarily confused about where i am as if i havent been waking up here for 4 months now. but maybe the confusion is justifiable. maybe this really isnt where im supposed to be waking up.
some days i look in the mirror and wonder is that really how i look and if so why doesnt it match how im feeling.
was last week really necessary?
at least there are sunny days.
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